Sunday, February 28, 2010

Let me let go

Today has been one of those days where I constantly feel on the verge of tears. One of those days that reminds me that I am still a mess. There has been a tightening in my chest and a feeling of emptiness in my heart.
I don't know why I'm having a hard time letting go and moving on. Sometimes I just don't know why people act the way they do. I thought that perhaps I was getting better at choosing who I let into my heart and give my trust too. It still amazes me that even friends can leave me brokenhearted.
I hope time will heal all. I know I'm doing my best day by day to move my life back on the right path and get myself back to where I need/should be. We all come across detours now and again so I know that this too shall pass. This one is just taking longer than all the others. Its not a fun journey, but a necessary one.
It always makes me wonder how everyone deals with heartache and heartbreak and pain.


D-lite said...

Its all a part of life. Sometimes you just need to feel it to move through it. Don't be ashamed of crying. Crying can be good thing. Remember you ARE human. =)

Velvet_Heaven said...

Yeah, you are right. Just feels like time wasted though

The Drunk Mommy Diary said...

I think friends can break your heart more than anyone sometimes. I mean these are the people who should rally around you when life goes awry . . . And when they don't seem to notice that you need them, well, that hurts. Blogging is therapy- at least in my screwed up world :)

Velvet_Heaven said...

I received a fortune once that said "A true friend walks in when the rest of the world walks out". So you are absolutely right! And really, aren't all our worlds "screwed up"? ;)