Monday, December 6, 2010

I Look Outside and Its Hardly a Winter

So Thanksgiving came and went. It was good. Tiring, but good. I love turkey. Good thing, I was eating it for just about every meal for quite a few days afterward. *sigh* But now I miss it!
I skipped Black Friday this year.  I was simply too tired to get up early. And really, the deals out there this year were beyond shotty. Seriously. I'm gonna go wait in line for 15 hours to buy a TV that was marked down only $10? No, thank you.
Besides, I had to rest up to stuff myself over again with delicious moist Turkey.
But now that's all over and I'm gearing up for Christmas. I finally put up my small tree over the weekend. Some of my neighbors were out on Thanksgiving getting their houses all whored up for the holidays. Its obnoxious. Why? Because its done to try and out-do or show up the other neighbors, not because they enjoy the season. Lame. I went out and put up all that I was going to in my yard. Its what I love and what I wanted. I'm happy.
Its been cold off and on. I love it. I just want it to get cold and stay cold though, I'm tired of the cold turning into almost spring-like weather. Its annoying.
STILL not getting support from the one friend and its killing me. I'm trying so hard to just let it pass and not burn anymore bridges, but that's getting old. I'm getting too old for people (who are older than me, by the way) to be throwing little tantrums because they aren't getting THEIR way. Well, ya know what, buddy? All I've ever done was give you YOUR way. So, now...fuck you.
But I digress.
And then I was thinking about what was going on this time last year and where its gotten me this year and its a little bumming. Actually, its lead me to regret and hate certain events from this time last year. Alot. And they were memories I wanted to be fond of forever. Oh well. Can't please everyone and sometimes that includes yourself. But I suppose what happened last year would've happened regardless and had it not occurred when it did, I might not be where I am today which is something I'm happy for. I love being where I am now. Its all give and take. Its ok. So, in the end, I wouldn't change anything.
I have  a headache though, so if that last bit doesn't make sense...sorry.

1 comment:

Just Two Chicks said...

There comes a time in life when cleansing certain people out of our lives is the healthiest thing we could do for ourselves! I can't tell you how much I've cleansed this past year. There are times I feel quite lonely (even though I have the wife and kids, friends are much needed too), but realize that I also feel peace. Peace knowing that the remaining people in my life are trustworthy, fun, and there for me if I need them... and I try my best to be the same for them!

Miss reading your blogs! I hope your holidays were happy :)