Wednesday, October 5, 2011


I'm exhausted.
I can't say whether or not things are better or worse with Sweetness. I don't feel that closeness between us anymore. He feels a million miles away.

I'm also stressed to the max.
Too much going on, not sure where to focus.
I've been feeling so alone.


max xavier said...

I'm sorry. I know how alone feels.

::tiff:: said...

I'm sorry you're sad :(

Not sure if you want advice or not, but I'm gonna give it to you anyway. You said you don't know where to direct your focus. That's easy. Focus on improving your life in all aspects. Focus on you. I know you love your boyfriend, but boys come and go. Don't lose yourself to one person because it takes a long time to get "you" back. I hope everything turns out for the better...

Velvet_Heaven said...

@Max its not a good feeling.

@Tiff Thank you for that. Advice is always welcomed! And you are absolutely right. No matter what, I need to be the most important thing in my life.

screamingnspace said...

yeah, i agree with Tiff. i'd say focus on you, and of course let bf know how you feel. communication is the key to everything.

Just Two Chicks said...

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely, and I know you're dealing with other stuff too. Maybe you should talk about that in your writing? Maybe it will help relieve some of the stress. Just know we're here :)