I'm currently watching The Big Lebowski. I Love it.
But really I wanted to write about some observations.
Sometimes, for me at least, I'll learn something that makes me feel so bad at first. Feel almost heartbroken, but the more I sit with it and think about it, it actually makes me feel ok. As if maybe the world isn't about to end after all, metaphorically of course.
This sort of thing just happened over the weekend. I found out something that made me feel crushed for a while. I felt like crying and curling up and staying in bed. But the more I thought about it, the more it set in to my brain, the better I began to feel. I was happy about life going on. Because it did. And it makes me feel that indeed even my life can go on. I've been smiling ever since.
Then again, maybe my little indulgence with a Scrumdiddlyumptious bar had a part in the smiling department.
Either way, I've been pretty happy these last few hours.
And I must confess my horrible obsession with Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. But that's a blog for another time! It might be rather lengthy.